Syaz or wanie that is what u can called me..betrayed her n she will hate u ever..she loves pinkies,pooh bear,soya bean n pokka2..She adores her familie,hero baby n her besties..She live her life to the fullest..doesn't mean u read my blogg u now me okie..=).
u guys noe what i treat him the way that he ones but in the end he doesn't like it...
like stupid sei lelaki ekh...
mcm bdh...
beh skg da nak baik2 plak....
extreamly baik plak tu....
haiyo....
watever la...i doesn't care nimore...
aww...!!!anyone wanna watch twlight...!!!
i nak negok...suppose to watch wif him but in the end dier tak de duit...
like sit....same old lame answer...
boring....
got to watch sei that movie...
sape2 nak ikot??
heee...tagged me or msg me kaes...
haha...
k la... gtg....
love2 syaz..=)
*ps:another 12 more days till he went inside ns....
xx signed off at 5:20 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
thinking
it was our 2 yrs together today...
it was suppose to be our happy moments...
all was like _ _ _ _!
he always i'm that i'm this n yesterday he amited to someting...
i was shocked...
i'm really am...
since i'm such a burden to u n i was the one who is causing u the probles...
i will not interfere in ur life nimore...
u can do wat u wan...
u wanna get to noe who or go out wif who it doesn't matter to me already...
coze waht i do like concern it just went to the drain as u always change the stories n say that i'm the one who's always at fault...
so now i'm leeting u have ur freedom...
letting u be who u are and letting be what u want...
let this pain of mine be in me n u will not noe nimore...
coze i noe now that i 'm not n maybe the one 4 u...
i do love u ...aloots..!
i have not love or concern bout people unless u
but i just don't noe...
shld i or shld i..??
all the tears that u has shown me all the sweet talk u talk to me...
is it sincere from ur heart or just a word to please my heart...
is this relationship just a game to eu?
i jus donne...
i have lots of tinking in my mind...
y shld it end like this...
haix..
i'm still tinking...
shld i or shld i...??
it just break my heart
current mood:*clueless**speecless**upset*
xx signed off at 5:32 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
bought a new pinky slim psp =)
wooohoo..!!! went out wif boifee to congpang then back to yishun to hunt for psp... heheh..=) n ya not forgeting wif her little sis mairah... yeah... atlast we bought the it at yishun near northpoint.... n ya it's expensive okie... haha... it coze me 300 bucks... intentional wanna buy ds lite coze i have been craving for it for 1 month.... haha...da mcm org mengandong plak aku nik...hehe... but change my mind in the last min n i bought a pinky psp slim... heheh... but it's okie nxt month gonna buy my ds lite...=) boifee tak biz ckp yela semua pink,psp pink nanti ds lite pon pink,jam pink,slipper pink,beg pon pink nanti ape pink lag?? sluar dlm n coli plak... hahah..=) pink is sweet okie....haha... then after that we went to vivo while her sister it up wif her boifee... we went to vivo cause my brother got a perfomance battle of the band n ask for us to come down n vote for him... so we went down n vote for himmm...... awww.... n i was dammm tired.... soo dammm tirreedd boifee too.... k la tat all love2 syaz
xx signed off at 3:24 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
aww....he cry again...sowie..=)
mit up wif him then me quareelled becoze of a stupid issue... ya i noe i was the one who was at fault and i was the one who started the quarelled but he doesn't hav to tak his slipper n swing n my face n let the dirt touch my face... rude tau... i just trow my sweater n pulled his cap but he... sape yg tak bigit kan... lagi2 orng ngah pki make up pat muke n he saje2 uat g tu... i was so fed up i give his things back n i took all my tings back... n i ask him to go back... in shocked dier tol2 nak alik nik... then i like tak puas hati hehe n kol hiim back... i dun noe wat we say n end up i ask for break up... then he say really?is that what u want? r u sure... then i say yes that what i wan 4 sure... then i lokked into his face... his eyes are red as if wanna cry but he controlled it... aww....i felt guilty...n he keep asking n i was slient n i told him come i sent u to the bus stop n u can go home....then i say sowie...i didn't mean that... then he take my hand n grab it n say... eee!!!u..!!haiz...i dun wanna go home... then we lepak... when we lepak he cried... aww.... tis is the 2nd time i say him cry coze of me i keep wiping his tearts...sowie hunnies... i now knew he really love me... he keep saying that u can maki me or say bad thing but dun ask 4 a break up... understand... n i was like... hmmm.... speechless... i noe i have done wrong n i'm sowie...=) love u loootsss...wooohhooo it's anothe 5 more days for our 2 yrs together... weee..=) btw sowie again hunns..=)
xx signed off at 7:42 PM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
malu nyer..=(
niari went to work... i tink i'm too tired...hmmm until sleep until dekat nak amik pass.... ya allah!!mat polis ni suroh kejot aku tunjuk pass aku.. semua negok aku... sial ar malu nyer...ya allah...1st tyme sei de org kejot pasal da telajak... siak ar...=( nasib la ni mat polis tak handsome...lau handsome aku lagi2 la malu...n 1 more ting nasib la mat handsome ku tak de dlm bus...lau tak tak tau la mcm ne... hehe..=)comfirm paisei nak mampos sei... hahaha..!!!da la muke ngah ngantok beh blur2 plak tu tak tau nak g mane mcm dok gongong2... aku da blur2 pon de org masi le nak knl2 nik.... mrapek kan dak2 pat sane... tak tau negok muke ngah ngantok... he say"hi" i say"*smiled* he say"lame keje sini,name siape?le uat kwn?" i say*sorrie da tunang show my ring n walk off...hahaha...* tros muke dier mcm tak uke n tekejot... biase la kan some guys can't take rejection.. hahah...but too bad u ask my no when i'm not in the mood... coze i just wake up haha..=) *sowie dude whoever ur..=)*
xx signed off at 12:56 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
yeah2 mit my hero baby yesterday...
n u now what i have done someting that have hurt him...
i hit him wif besi kat dier nyer kaki...
seriously i tak segaje sei...
then his face change n he keep on nagging n nagging with me....
i'm sorry sayang...
hehe..=)
then when he nag n nag then he keep quiet...
then i just stare at his face...
then he just keep on talkin like usuall...
but i keep on staring at his face...
i wanna say to him
"u i'm sorrie,i rase besala sei...(coze his leg blueblack already)
i did not mean it...i mcm nak nagis (coze he really patient with me)
i btol2 sayang kan u...
but u noe what tak le terkuar...
haha...
then when we walk2...
i ask him to walk infront n i send him what i wanna say through msg...