Syaz or wanie that is what u can called me..betrayed her n she will hate u ever..she loves pinkies,pooh bear,soya bean n pokka2..She adores her familie,hero baby n her besties..She live her life to the fullest..doesn't mean u read my blogg u now me okie..=).
yesh ar...yesterday was yet another happi day for me...wee..!!! love them veri veri the much.. haha..!! and we even get our unforms..but rite the uniform we wear da mcm badot... coze it is veri the big.. hehe.. can't wait nxt week.. yeah2... =)
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
gereks...=)
yesh ar... cluster B gerek nyer..!! baik pe... hehe..!! we all really have fun today as we are the best cluster that enjoy the dance and really give it alll... heheh..!!=) best... and i can't wait for this coming saturday... really2 enjoying it... weeee.....!!!=)
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Monday, June 23, 2008
sick=(*sobs*
i'm sick...my body aching everywhere.. hate the feeling of getting sick.. hmm n i have dream of something unusuall today and i keep dreaming of the same olg thinh.. i dream about my ~ayah ~azul why ekh?? weird sei.. haiyoo.. hahah..!! i tell my fwen dayah..she say that maybe it's true.. haha..if true about azul then i will be speechless.. hahaha..!!=)
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
have an enjoyable day..wee!!=)
Wow!! yesterday was really a happy day for me.. i was really happy when i was at the platform practicing for my ndp.. hee..!!=) although it was tiring all my cluster try to make one another laugh like hell.. hahah.. and i also saw him...we keep bumping with each another, but did not talk with each other haha.. then at the end of the practice we chill out at marina square nyer tannge... all of us were shagged but still wants to lepak.. hahah..=) really enjoy it.. and this coming tuesday i'm going to meet them again.. hee..!!=)
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
saturday oit...!!=)
i just can't wait for every saturday to come.. coze i noe that,that is the only day i will be happy..
can't wait for it...!!!!=) Saturday here i coime...=)
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
i hate you..!!!!!!
i hate you!!! i hate you..!! i hate you..!! i hate you..!! i hate you..!!
Thanks for making my life like this..!!!!!! i really2 start to hate you..!!! seourisouslly..!!! muhammah nurul hidhir i hate you already.!!! you are the one who make me hate you..!!! whaterver..!!! haiz..!!!
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changed
Today is our anniversary day.. it was our 1 year 6 month.. hmm... but i just felt that it is the same old day.. he's not the old himm that i used to noe the past years... he has really change.. i just dunnoe what more to say.. i'm just upset.. he not the one that i used to noe already... haiz..
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Monday, June 16, 2008
just feeling hurt..
i just dunnoe what wrong with him these few days... hais.. i dunnoe how long i will tolerance his behavior again... just now when i wnat to talk to him on the phone when he said that he is going to his fwen house, he said "what u want can't u just like msg me if u kol me my prepaid will be low and i doesn't have incomin.. then i reply why suddenly u say like that.. last few weeks you did not say it.. then when i received his msg saying this.. " Otak tak de pe..takkan hari2 nak kene kol kan... prepaid org le abiz la..duit org da tgl brape.. nanti prepid da biz tak de duit nak top up.. da la org nak kene bayar duit saman..haiz.. fikir la..!! i was really shocked as he msg me like that...he's attitude has started to be like last tyme back.. i noe he said he want to change but i onli noe that he will just change for a while... it's okie..although his word has hurt me deeply.. i will be patient as long as i can.. if i can't animore then i'm sowie..
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Friday, June 13, 2008
have an enjoyable day..=)
have really enjoy the day although nid to wake up early in the morning to reach marina square to imit all my clusters... in was really damn hot u noe... really cannot take it... then at nite i was plying games with ~fatin ~dayah ~dayat the game makes us luagh out lot that we counl't control our laughness.. hehe..=) i justr can't wait for every saturday to come... coze i noe that every sat i will laugh out loud when i with my clusters coze they will make jokes and will make us laugh...=) really can't wait for every saturday to come.... =)weee...!!!!
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=)
Today was such an enjoyable dae..=) really have fun with my clusters... in the morning this azul ar.. really segaje... tempat besar2 le jln tempat lain beh nak squeese in btw me n my fwend...i was concentrating playing with psp when my fwen say ekh2..azul2...da ampai... then i try to ignore him then suddenly i lok up and then see him and quickly tunduk alik n main psp.. hehe...=) pas tu dier segaje walk in btw me n langar me... haha...i noe he try to rapat kan diri with me... but i try to avoid himm..hahah...!! i just dunnoe why...but my fwen keep saying that he keep seeing me when i was concentrating playing the psp... then my fwen disturd him...=) hahah..!!=)
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can't wait for tomoorw to come..=)
i can't wait for tomorow ...wee..!!!=) goin to have fun with my cluster at the platform... hmm...i'm not sure wheater i wanna go out with my boifee. coze he has given me three choices to choose from... and i doen't noe what to choose.. the choices are: ~ Just spent time with him and me... ~ go to jb with his abg sedare ... ~ go to swimming complex with his family.. i just dunnoe what i shld choose...and wheather i shld go out with him or spend my time with my fwends after the motivator thingy... haiz...tomorow i'm going to mit him again... how am i suppose to run away from him.. haiyoo... kadang2 pikir kan ni semua ekh le sterss tau.... asl lah kau kene dtg dlm hidup aku ekh... pelik ar...tap kadang2 suke...=) sometimes i just happy that u have even know my name n even knew me alraedy...=) really can't wait for tomorow to come...=)
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yeah..=)
yeah at last my dream to enroll in for my car license has been achieved..=) like coun't belive that it actually is happening..heheh..!!=) wooo...!! in the morning when to ubi driving center with my cliques taht is: ~ dayah ~ Neeza ~ patricia.. haha...i got these weird feeling when i went to the driving center.. the place was like custom..hehe...!! yeah... and my basic teory test is on" ~ 11 july 08 (Friday) ~ 3.15..
yeah2...=) can't wait for me to past all the test...=)
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
Updating
today was like my every normal day to me.. i have fun with my two dearest fwend... haha...
dayah has got the same feelings as me nowday coze we both are in the same situation but we both doen't noe what is the best things for us to do.. hehe..!!
Just now when i chat wif azul.. suddenly azriel msg me.. then suddenly my boifee kol me haiyoo... why they msg me or kol me in one single time.. haha...!! i also dunnoe... just pelik n confused... hee..=) and dayah keep saying it's lumrah... tak abiz2 ngan word dier lumrah... hahah...!! =)
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
yesh...=)
yeah2.. this coming friday i'm goin to enroll my car licence... wee..!!!=) can't waith for it.. ibu goin to sposored me all the fees for my licence..=) hee...!!=) happie n can't wait..=)
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mendak nyer
Today is such a boring day... da la tak skola beh kuar pun tak tau nak g maner... nak ajak boifee kuar dier plak de mcm nak alasan..
1st alasan=) tak de duit.. 2nd alasaan=) nak kene jaga adik 3rd alsan=)penat
haiyoo tak tau la... jgn sampai aku kuar tol2ngan org lain aru tau... i try to be sabar jgn nak terlebih batas ekh..=) i tink i will try to forget the one person coze i have a boifee. n i have choosen my boifee so.. let it be like that..day by day i will end to foget euu..=)
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i think i onli have a crush on you.. but dun worrie i will get u out of my head day by day till u are not in my mind animore.. but how to go away from u every saturday...i just dnnoe and we are in the same bus to go to the paltform..haiyoo... why must you appear in my lufe..if i noe rite i won't give my number to euu so that i will not well this kind of way..haha!! but what has been done has been down so.. .i will forget the incident you give ~a kiss, ~say u miss me, ~say u like me.. ~called me soya bean ~say sweet stuff to me ~have incomemt things bout us.. ~Say that u will be there when i nid someone to lean on i will try my beary best to pshcho mi mind and let the memories of uss get outof this head of mine..=) i just appreciate all ur fwenship that u have given me the past weeks i noe u.. u always make me happie... thanks..=)
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what has i been keeping inside the heart 4 for the past days..
This coming sunday is our 1 year and 6 month together.. i dunnoe if shld wish him or not.. coze it seems that every anniversay i was the one will wish him first or he won't even wish me back.. recently his attitude has change towards me.. he keep calling me and was good to me.. i dunnoe if he will stay like that or will change again.. hmm.. clueless.. but yesterday he's attitude were back to normal as does not want to layan me..n just take me 4 granted but today he change. he called me and his voice was soo cheerfull.. i also dunnoe y... y he like can change his mood whenever he wants.. and when he feels like it.. i feel like i have betrayed him liking other person.. but i dunnoe... i'm just doen't have the courage to tell you all that now.. maybe one day u when i have the courage i will tell you the truth.. i'm sowie hubby..=) i'm sowie dear..=) i dunnoe when i will tell him the truth that i have contacted other guys and has a crush on other guys..
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
happiness
TODAY IS THE HAPPIES DAY OF MY LIFE... MY GERLFRIEND ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE N LIKE TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND LAUGH UNTIL MY CHICKS ARE PAIN...HAVE AN ENJOYABLE DAY WITH EUU GUYS... LOVE EUU...=) mUAHIOUSSS...=) nOW I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR EVERY SATURDAY.. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR IT..=) COZE EVERY SATURDAY I WILL JUST SMILE N SMILE WITHOUT STOP..=) COZE OF THAT SOMEONE IN MY HEART..=) THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY EVERDY DAY AZUL=)
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can't get him off him out of mi mind..
I cAn't get you out of my mind boi.. baby when i close my eyes.. y u got to be a cutie.. miss euu...*winks*
every times i think about last sat i just counl'd not stop smilling..euu just special to me in my heart..hmm i dunnoe...=) when i have noting to do i would thinlk about u... why is thats so?? why?? is it that i have feelings for euu.. arg...why i can't sae to u that i do like you when u sae u like to me.. y don't i have the courage..hmm..(it's coze of a reason) i jsut can't get you out of mi mind..=) I just missed the tymes we used to joke n tok throuh the nite.. and the times u called me soya bean..=) no one noes how i feel..onli myself my my two best cliques.. dayah n neeza..=) just missing euu a lot.. Azul a.k.a ayam..=)*winks..*
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Monday, June 9, 2008
False hope..!!
Supposely to meet him today..But he just say that cannnot and some other stuff..i guess he just giving excuses...i just dun noe...i dunnoe till when i will be patient about his attitude towars me...eventhoug i still love him he can't take things for granted as to treat me as the way he likes...Then later on at night he msg me then he still say he's outside with his sis n his sis boifee..i just dunnoe what more to say alreday...seriously...haiyoo...
i'm just bored today..the whole day it is just dammed bored day..if i noe i will be going out with my friend as to ease my boredness...stupid lor...Because he say he wan to mit me then i i say to my friend i cannopt go out with them...wasted...!!!!
Got a guy recently say that he miss me alot n say he has waited for me for quiet a long time...coze of my shout out...is it true or is it just a sweet talk stuff..??I noe this guy a few years back...hmmm...i just dun noe...haiz...i really confused...y when we have a boifee who doesn't noe how to take care of us then suddenly come a good guys..wat i mean a dream guy that gerls love come in our life...haiyoo stress..sometimes i think that does't have a boifee i good n we doen't have to think all that
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clueless... arrrghhh...i just can't get him out of mi mind...y is that soo...hmmm..y must u have to come in my life when i have already have a boifee...haha...he'e the dream guy that i have wanted all this all year...he's cute,stylish,noe how to dance,always make me happy,drink my fav drink n manny more...=)but nowdays i just dunnoe..hmm..y is that when we are attach all this things will appear in our life...it's not fair u noe..