Syaz or wanie that is what u can called me..betrayed her n she will hate u ever..she loves pinkies,pooh bear,soya bean n pokka2..She adores her familie,hero baby n her besties..She live her life to the fullest..doesn't mean u read my blogg u now me okie..=).
what has i been keeping inside the heart 4 for the past days..
This coming sunday is our 1 year and 6 month together.. i dunnoe if shld wish him or not.. coze it seems that every anniversay i was the one will wish him first or he won't even wish me back.. recently his attitude has change towards me.. he keep calling me and was good to me.. i dunnoe if he will stay like that or will change again.. hmm.. clueless.. but yesterday he's attitude were back to normal as does not want to layan me..n just take me 4 granted but today he change. he called me and his voice was soo cheerfull.. i also dunnoe y... y he like can change his mood whenever he wants.. and when he feels like it.. i feel like i have betrayed him liking other person.. but i dunnoe... i'm just doen't have the courage to tell you all that now.. maybe one day u when i have the courage i will tell you the truth.. i'm sowie hubby..=) i'm sowie dear..=) i dunnoe when i will tell him the truth that i have contacted other guys and has a crush on other guys..
